dreamz077

In life, we go through pages and chapters. And on the last weekend, marked a closed chapter in my life and in many others who shared it collectively.

Though it has been a little over two months now, it is still hard to say goodbye. But we have to ‘cos the world ain’t stopping for no one. But for that brief moment, we stopped it for you.

Truth be told, it was hard to do it. I couldn’t bring myself to actually sit through hours of sifting through your pictures and videos. Laying it out in pages and pages that doesn’t seem to end. Laying it out on tracks; seeing you dance, jumped, protested; hearing you shout, laughed, talked… I thought that by delaying it as late as possible, I wouldn’t have to deal with the emotions amidst the looming deadlines. But I was wrong…

And though I had played it in my mind thousands of time, nothing could actually prepare me for the ride that I was taken on when we were on stage. I choked. Whose brilliant idea was it to do a tribute, huh? ~bleah… As much as it was for you, it was more so for us. For us who are left behind to find our way to reach a closure amongst ourselves. To come to terms with the grief and to let the floodgates flow one last time. And the ironic thing, is that you gave us the chance to do what otherwise would never have happened. A motley crew coming together for a single purpose. And in your passing too, many more pacts have been made; many more differences reconciled. I made mine, where our code is "the sky is purple"… And so, in song and dance we celebrated you.

In life, we go through pages and chapters. And on the last weekend, marked a closed chapter in my life and in many others who shared it collectively.

Though it has been a little over two months now, it is still hard to say goodbye. But we have to ‘cos the world ain’t stopping for no one. But for that brief moment, we stopped it for you.

Truth be told, it was hard to do it. I couldn’t bring myself to actually sit through hours of sifting through your pictures and videos. Laying it out in pages and pages that doesn’t seem to end. Laying it out on tracks; seeing you dance, jumped, protested; hearing you shout, laughed, talked… I thought that by delaying it as late as possible, I wouldn’t have to deal with the emotions amidst the looming deadlines. But I was wrong…

And though I had played it in my mind thousands of time, nothing could actually prepare me for the ride that I was taken on when we were on stage. I choked. Whose brilliant idea was it to do a tribute, huh? ~bleah… As much as it was for you, it was more so for us. For us who are left behind to find our way to reach a closure amongst ourselves. To come to terms with the grief and to let the floodgates flow one last time. And the ironic thing, is that you gave us the chance to do what otherwise would never have happened. A motley crew coming together for a single purpose. And in your passing too, many more pacts have been made; many more differences reconciled. I made mine, where our code is "the sky is purple"… And so, in song and dance we celebrated you.

Met up my girls during the weekend to the DANCETITUDE 2007 at NTU for the both nights.

Opened the booklet, it wrote…

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Through the private tears, we shed and the heaviness of hearts within, your signature grin shines through this fog of sadness- an ishi classic that will always remind us how much you were loved and loved everyone.

You were the boy who always had a certain cheekiness, the most easy-going of friends, the brother who could be countered on to share the good times and the bad, the ever-humble student, and a most talented person. In your absence, we feel the great void you have left behind and are faced with the silence of grief.

Your face we’ll always miss, your voice we’ll always long to hear, your smile we’ll always remember, through we try to forger every tear…

We’ll remember you in the sounds of life, when we walk down the streets, in the clubs, when we dance and in all the things you have inspired…

With a sad but sweet remembrance, there will always be buckets of affection for you dear boy. We will always love you and miss you and wish you were here. You may have gone from our homes, but never from our hearts.

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It was such a sweet thing to do… with our sincere well wishes… When the trio guys sang, jie tuo this song, it was so… how to say… ehem… sad feeling when heard the lyrics. When came to ju qi lai this song, wanted to be high yet could not be that much., as we knew that these perfs were for Ishi’s tribute. However we celebrated his life with our tears of happiness.

Ishi Lau, Rest in Peace~

今天的報導

相信事情即將也告一段落了

當一個人的決定與否

只要對的起自己良心就好

我想大家看的很清楚

就算現在無法給大家滿意的答案

但以後的日子

或許就不是那麼好過了

因為瑋倫的事是會讓大家回憶一輩子的

也會讓社會告訴一些人

告訴這些人當初為何不誠實

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Hmm… can say that this shld be settled by now. As like what I haf said, we cld not bring back WeiLun le. After reading the whole new, I haf a feeling which I dunno hw to say over here. Not to blame… Juz hope xiao wu gui be become betz when she is out. As she still need to move on with her life. We will still care for her as no one is perfect ma. How will be like if I got to meet her next…

看了娛百

小嬋﹐橘子她們真幸福喔

她們真的太可愛了啦

唐先生也是一樣

哈哈

官網已經停擺了一陣子

雖然有傳述說離開的人之網站就不能定義為官網

但是不是官網也不重要

就敘述為一般網站，我也覺得比較單純些

這網站應該是屬於weilun

應該屬於大家的

但就目前看來

原本的唯美絕倫網站是不太可能復站的

從旁得知一些推測

關於網站突然的關閉

是否是您的作為

我想如果是真的此事

當這個人看到這篇文章也心知肚明

其實您一直都很清醒不是嗎

只是在於您也不知道如何面對吧

這件事真的認清一個人

生前對妳如同姐妹

如今妳把weilun當成過路客

有些事只是不說開而已

別當我們不知道

就當無所謂吧

您就繼續的逃避吧

瑋倫常說的

做錯事一定有報應

我們就等著吧

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After reading this, I dunno how to speak up. Perhap being speechless though worry…  ZhiWei is tolerating with her ma? Coz she is escaping from something? Yet we might not know her what she wants or what is in her mind? Why she wants to do this? We really dunno until she is up to speak… I could not really want to blame her any coz we met and did shared some happiness with WeiLun together. Dun tell me she wants to erase all these… If nt, I am afraid that many will start to dislike her. Yet we all know that we cannot able to bring back Hsu WeiLun to here now.

Hsu taitai, I really miss you lots n lots~

Woke up very early today and down to temple. Ishi’s 49 days… 雖然不是很熟很熟﹐但我們有講過些話﹐見面… 也有看過他的比賽﹐表演… 這一次去﹐只是想真心幫他禱告﹐好好讓他去那裡。他應該現在安下來了吧? 開心了吧? No matter what, knowing that his family, his friends, his supporters etc all love him. Well, nothing to say so much for today thing. Just hope that those who went were actually 好好真心幫他的﹐而不是… No offence anyway~

Looking forward for the TRIO guys upcoming perfs. As this will be the first time the 3 gonna to perform together. Hmm… gonna to see how is it lol. 加油喔﹗

Looking forward my new job ya~ LeeHua也是要加油﹗

I will start my new job the next early mth. Really look forwad and I was really happy after my interview. Din expected so fast… Well, I will work more harder and see more. Yeah~ Can explore more too. LeeHua, GO GO GO! Bless hard for me and hope everythg moves on smoothly. Of coz I will need to learn more. Thanks for letting me haf this chance which is part of my dream. Winkz winkz~

Everyone muz jiayou lol!!!!

Fell off from the chair today n hurt my back~ Dunno y… Now haf to bear with the pain n moves on….